Just Thinking

Lately, I realized i was sleeping quite a lot.

People said its due to stress that I felt tired so easily.

But, I myself do not think that I'm stress or anything.

So, what's your thought on this?

It's been a long time since I ever blogged because I was running outta ideas.

Now I'm back having such thoughts.

Well, SPM is coming, around the corner.

But still, I don't feel any stress or pressure that it is coming.

Anyone knows why?

I really can't understand.

If anyone got any views on these things, just leave a simple tag as an advise or something like that. =]

p/s FAEEZ, I hope that you are happy that I updated. =]

A Final Decision

After a long time, thinking and dilemma-ing, I finally came to a decision on what kinda subjects i will take in future.
It was a really tough journey to choose what I wanna become in future but its worth it so we won't regret it later.
Thoughts like, when about to make a decision, what would happen in future always occured to me.
If I failed in this course, what would I do in future. It really got me stuck there.

I thought well and hard for like uh... maybe 5 to 6 days?
Finally, I chose to take up science subjects for the A-levels.
I haven't decided what to major in yet, so let my results in A-levels help me decide.

Reasons why did I not take up Accounting its because that i found it quite stressful, and I always panicked during Accounts examination, when afraid there are not much time to answer the question.

BUT, I am relieved that i finally can step outta that dilemma and concentrate on my upcoming examinations.
For now, just take one step at a time.

Swimming Is Fun!!

Today was a hell of a day for me. Everything was planned by Pei Ling that suggested we go to Poh Pei house to have a swim and damn it was fun. At school today, everyone waited anxiously for the school to end. Hahahaha. And, Pei Ling was the most excited one. We eagerly prayed and hoped that Moral was to be cancelled, but it disappointed us.

Anyway, we ate at Chungky, but some were a little late. Me and Eyra went off to the bus stop 1st while waiting for the others to finish eating. Hahahaha. And so, we got there in time to see a bus pass right our face, and my inner self told me to wait for my friends (considering the owner of the house) or we wouldn't be able to get it anyway.

At about 3.30pm, we reached Poh Pei house and most of the boys couldn't wait to get into the swimming pool, including myself. Hahaha. Its been around like say 2 yrs since I went to swim, and i meant real swimming, not just playing with water. Not considering the time during Sidang Ridaksi's dinner. That was playing water and DAMN emo at night. Let's not talk about that and ruin this moment.

So, around 4pm, we decided to go swimming past caring the "scorching" sun. Actually, it was not that hot, because its considered evening. So me, I just swam freely in the pool and the next activity was playing the water polo.

I never knew water polo was such a tiring game. Just for barely 15 minutes, we were gasping for air. It was fun chasing after the childish Spiderman ball I brought as a substitution for water polo ball. Hahahaha. After a few moments of it, it came the fogging of the Aedes mosquitoes out of the blue. All of us were like "What the heck?!?!" They didn't even warned us about the fogging and did it. ZzZzZ. It so totally ruined the water polo game.

Still in the end, we rested for a few minutes and continued. This time, it was a boys playtime. We jumped and dived into the water like crazy fellas and everyone in the swimming pool was staring at us like as if we were Tarzan. KokYuan and Jonathan wanted to learn how to dive, and we did our best to teach them. Hahahaha.

Some of us got leg cramps. And it was quite funny when some of them were asking for help. Hahahaha. I personally got it also, but i still can bear it. The pain got off pretty soon. We took quite a number of pictures but i don't have it right now and will show it to you guys when i got it. Everyone went home quietly as they were all very very tired after about 3 hours in the poool.

When I reached home, I only the realised my eyes was burning red as too much clorine had gotten into it. Its all because i forgotten to bring my goggles. So, now here I am, tired, with red eyes. And tired, but happy.

p/s: People who joined the swim:

• Poh Pei (the one who invited us to her house, indirectly joined us)
• Tong Yue Hern
  
• Shahira
• Pin Pin
• Jonathan
• Kok Yuan
• Jin Shian
• Pei Ling
• Cheryl
  

Going to sleep already. TTFN

Fun, Tiring, Stressful week? Or months?

LOLOLOLOL!! This week was such a exhausting and a tiring week. I never got to study or do any homework at all. Coooooolllll!! Hahahahaha. So why such a wild week? Because of:-

• Badminton
• Siviks Magazine
• Physics Teknik Menjawab
• Going to Play

So now, its really tiring. But dont care. The SPM stress was suddenly gone from me again. Hahahaha. Just wait for it to come back only study. Hahahaha.

Just last week I changed my specs. Cooool. Its because I stepped on it while playin badminton. Luckily I am able to got a new one on the same day it broke. Haha. Dont ask how did I do that. I was practically 'half blind' when i dont wear my specs. My eyes was at a very 'cham' state liao. So I try to play less comp, watch less TV.

It was saddening because I really regretted it when my parents warned a billion times "Don't watch so close to the TV!!!". Guess what? I never listened. Its too late to regret anything now. So, life has to go on. No matter how much setbacks, regrets, obstacle, or whatever some shit you people call it.

At a period of time, during these few months, I was rather quite in a dilemma when its time for me to pick a college to further my studies. Not knowing what I am majoring in. Damn it. I loved Physics and Chemistry, but Accounts also I loved. Talking 'bout dilemma?? Damn!

A few choices of colleges and u's that my dad picked up. There was:-

• University Tun Abdul Razak (UTAR)
  
• Renaissance College (aka Omega)
• Sunway College
• Taylor's College

It really got me there, so how so how so how. I am like sitting on a fence, waiting to drop on to the business subjects side or science subjects side. Though my dad said that either choice that I make, will have it pros and cons. "Most importantly, is whether do I like the subjects anot". It made me think for so many days. Just to know whether what I liked. I tried to stop thinking about it, but it seems I can't. One moment I think of a course to take, I would be reminded of the challenges that I assumed that I would face, And, starts all over, I changed my mind. Damn damn damn damn it. Haha. Today i might have talk slightly-overly-too-much kinda something lidat.

Haha. I gotta go dy. Thinking of wanna One Piece or not. =.=lll See ya alls.

Awesome!!!

It seems like a have not blogged for like 4 weeks. Awesome!!! Until today, a particular person desperately asking me to update, not saying names here. :P Hahaha. Actually, I got nothing much to write, except for the exams stress. Seriously stress.

My results:
B. Melayu: 78%
English: 83%
Maths: 100%
Add Maths: 88%
Sejarah: 45%
Accounts: 40%
Chemistry 77%
Biology: 87%
Physics: 76%
Moral: 66%
EST: 80%

As you all can see, i got 2 E's and nearly failed. Oh my god. I do not know what to do know. My confidence is almost dropping like crazy. I cant imagine what is gonna happen during SPM. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Just gotta keep studying although i procastinate alot.

To all SPM candidates this year:
>Fly your SPM with colours!!!
>Gambateh!!!
>Good luck to all!!!
>Don't ever give up!!!

To The Late Michael Jackson

I have heard the news since morning but haven't got time to blog about it. Now after the the whole day of tuition, I found time. Having heard from radio, Hits.Fm, they said he died of cardiac arrest or something. My dad said it gotta do something with the heart. Anyway, I felt that we certainly lost a good singer and its said that he was the 'King of Pop'. I felt quite sad that he had to leave this world at 50 years of age, but everyone who lives, will die one day. Just that his came earlier. So just let us pray for the late Micheal Jackson in silence. Let us pray for him to leave this world and go to another world which is a better place.

The Roughest Day

Didn't know what got into me today. Went to school as usual. 6.50am. Tired. I just rest a little on the table. You guys might say I moody. And I never got as moody as I am today. Just that this kinda things. Whatever lar. I am not able to tell you guys about the story. Maybe its personal already. What I can tell is that during after recess, I didn't know what happened and just quarrel with her.

I am really sorry for all. I really don't know what happened to me. Either too stress. Or anything lar. And very sorry ney. Its all because of me that you now feel so unhappy. Sorry for each and every part that I have done wrong today. Haiz. Sorry for not accompanying you after Physics. Sorry for everything. I dont know why am I in such a bad mood.

Anyway, I ate a lot during lunch. Yeah, its more than usual. And after crying, I vomited all out. Some of you people may think that I'm childish because i cried or whatever. But i really had a very very rough day today already. Not really in the mood to blog.

See you all. Forgive me.

Quite Busy!

Today is nothing particular. Just that, before this is more busier than today. Today is like a relaxing day for me. Finished my work at like say around 3pm? Maybe. So, at 3pm i started watching the Korean Drama (Boys Over Flowers). It may seem only girls watch it, but I kinda enjoy the drama.

So at 3pm I started watching. I was quite sleepy and well, was about to fell asleep. I watch the show and the more I watched, the more I am engrossed with it. So I kept watching. To me, the show was like never ending but almost all my friends finished up the show liao. Leaving me behind. :(

4pm, She went to sleep till 7pm at night. So i just kept watching. I watched from 3pm and I seriously did not realised it was so late, till I heard my youngest bro shouting at the living room. I was in my room. LOL.

Then, I referred to my watch to study what was the time at that particular moment. I saw the time, 6.34 pm. And I was like 'What!' . It just felt like I watched the show for 1 hour only. And well, time is time. I went down to take my dinner, and here I am, blogging.

Oh yea, not to forget, in school. I got 68% for my Moral. And guess what? Teacher said all students who failed getting A1's and A2's will have to go science 2 for Moral classes. And I am so proud of it. Luckily got many people are following us into Science 2. LOL.

Anyway, I am about to continue the Korean drama that i just mentioned of just now.

Cya. Tata. Good luck to all. I love you people. XD

I Just Realised

I just realised:

-my birthday falls on the Trial Exams.
-I haven't started on Add. Maths folio.
-I scored badly during exam.
-my blog was outdated.
-I was in dilemma when choosing a blog colour.
-I am kinda bored right now.
-I am 17 years old this year.
-I missed my young school days.
-I have missed alot new movies due to Mid-Year Exams. Curse it!

Its kinda bored right now. Seriously!
Someone suggest what should I do?
Anyone?
Somebody?
Hello?!
Damn it. No one is answering.
Looks like I'm alone again.

That's it! Bang you guys. I am going to play games.

p/s
The list of the new movies ar:-
$ Terminator: Salvation $
$ Dragon Ball: Evolution $
$ Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li$
$ Shopaholics $
$ X-Men Origins: Wolverine $
$ Monster Vs. Aliens $
$ Hannah Montana The Movie $

Some of them maybe old to you, but I haven't watched them. Pity me. :(

Early In The Morning..

Today i woke up at 10 am. For your info, I have not slept till 10am for a very long time. Latest to latest for me, was till around 9.30am only. And I can't sleep any longer. ~_~ . Last night I watched Naruto Shippuuden episode 41. Its the time where Naruto got 4 tails out already. LOL.

Now I don't know what to blog about. But what to do. Having a blog mean its a BIG reponsibility for us to update our own blogs. I am kinda like don't know what to talk about. Another reason is that I am scared and afraid. I was afraid that someone would announce my blog RIP or dead blog. I felt so hurt. Almost like there were thousands of knives piercing through my heart. :'(

Its quite boring though this holiday. Anyway, next Monday I'm going to go listen to the Undang or whatsoever do you guys called it.All of my friends say that that place will make you super sleepy, super bored and its best to take someone along with you. A pity that I'm going alone. Sure sleepy de. Let us pray and hope that I am able to survive this ordeal. Because on Wednesday going on holiday liao. Super happy. Wanna go relax and relax and relax. After that, it would be time for homeworks and getting results for exam.

Tagged By Michelle

Kinda lazy to do the whatever you so-called this.

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
My leg

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Exam's is bloody over!!

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Eyra.

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
The way i slap people.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Depends on my mood.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Nope.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
Yes. But he died already.

8.What does your last text message say?
You want me do ths quiz?

9.What are u thinking right now?
Do i get chosen for PLKN anot. Another person.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yes. All the time.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
About 11pm.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
At the 2 Dollar shop.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes. All the time.

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Eyra.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
Simply huntam lah.
1. Filzah
2. Faeez
3. Nicholas
4. Siang
5. Cui Ling
6. Pin Pin
7. Chan
8. Adrian
9. Wei Wei
10. Kitt Voon

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Friends?

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male. Mammalian.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
No. Its just wrong.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
I've seen her studying about Biology in Bio. Add Maths in Bio class.

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Filzah-Yesterday.
2. Faeez-Yesterday.
3. Nicholas-Said hi to him day before yesterday.
4. Siang-Yesterday. He told me his hutang jelas liao.
5. Cui Ling-I think before exam on Msn.
6. Pin Pin-Yesterday.
7. Chan-On the day that I have Physics.
8. Adrian-Few months ago in Msn. He is now in KL.
9. Wei Wei-Yesterday.
10. Kitt Voon-Sunday at the back of Omega. The carpark.

20. Is no. 4 single?
Status unknown. He might and might not be single.

21. Say something about no.2.
He is on his way to becoming thin. I salute his determination.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
There is always some good and some bad in everything.

23. Describe no.9.a caring person.
She spams people alot.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Won't happen. They are not in the same class. If fight, I reckon they would settle it outside school when I'm not around.

25. Do you like no.8?
He is gay!!!

Taekwondo Competition

Waking up at 6.04am thinking of why couldn't I get to sleep. It looked like I am missing out something here, and just do I realised that today we have a competition of taekwondo. If not, the alarm clock wouldn't it be set at 7am wouldn't it? But something puzzles me is that why did I wake up at 6.04am. Trying to get back a sleep and REawake at 7am. But couldn't. Deciding that i couldn't get back to sleep, I ended up rolling myself out of bed and into the toilet. Tried waking up my brother, he arised from his beauty sleep, say 'Good Morning, Bro', and there, he went back to Dreamland. Ignoring the daziness and sleepiness in my head, I got too nervous, so I just went around the house, picking items that i might need during the compettion. At 7.34am, I wore my contact lenses before going out to breakfast with my parents. During breakfast, I felt like some part of me is missing or something is missing. At home, I just only realised that i almost forgotten to bring my belt to the competition (Well, duhh, Its important, cuz without a belt, you might be disqualified?. Uhx, maybe only)

So, at around 8.30am, we went to Rrrrrobert's house as his dad is fetching us to the competition. Brought along with us is some of our gears for the sparring. Upon reaching the place, it was no different than night in the shopping mall. Everywhere was freaking dark except for my handphone which is vibrating almost all the time. 9.30am sharp, seniors started gathering us to get ready for the competition. They said the mike couldn't work so might start a little late. So, wearing our jackets is what the seniors told us, and guess what? My match is after lunch. I had to end up taking off all the gears all over again. .__________.

Anyway, as I could actually rememeber the 'bout'(most commonly known as round) of each competitors:-
My bro-bout 1,13,and 37
Robert-bout 2
Me-bout 27 and 44

Actually there's many more but I can't to seem to recall most of them. So, when I started my match, it was actually very relaxed but I injured my feet accidentally. .____.
So, ended up losing the 2nd match as a result of the injury. Stupid injury.

Zhao An gave me some spray of chinese medication to cool down the bengkakness of my feet. You would be suprised if you are able to feel the bengkakness of my leg. It was like having a bun putting it on top of it. Because of that, I couldn't walk properly and ended up limping instead. ._______.

Reached home at 6.47pm, wondering about what to do with my feet. After dinner, hiding in my bedroom, that's where I am now, getting mentally prepared to go see the sinseh on tomorrow morning after breakfast. Most probably I won't feel any pain, just EXCRUCIATING, UNBEARABLE and BLOOD VOMITTING pain. .__________.

Kays. Thats all for today.


p/s Siang, Faeez, you 2 must be the happiest people on Earth, Universe, World and Bla Bla Bla, now right?

Addiction....

What does addiction means? Addiction is when you get so obsessed with something and you can't live without having it, or whatsoever reasons that are some where close to, oh god, you know what I am trying to tell right.

So, there was I, sitting in the living room and got addicted with something. It is so sexy. It is so sweet. It is so sexy-curvy shape. Can you guys and gurls think what izzit? My hunch is that guys will think that this addiction is like having sex with a super hot sexy model, as i said it was sexy. And some gurls might think I'm talking about them.

Actually, what I am trying to say is that I suddenly liked papaya. Thats all. Guys, please don't let your minds wander off and think of the negative.

Papaya is a sexy curvy shaped fruit. Rrrright?? Everybody agree?

After Much Thinking

After much thinking, i think i should update my blog as some friends almost wanted me to jump of the building.

So there, i updated.

Schools.. Today..

Happy Burfday bro!

Today saw you been showered with gifts! And got some specials ones too!

I wish i were that lucky to get so many gifts.

LOL.

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Schooling today was like no other.

Only something happened at Physics.

She got gastric pain and i was like so worried.

Soon, she couldn't withstand the pain and got home.

I was so freaky worried about her.

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And now, conflictions again!

I mean c'mon lar guys!

Last year already, do we need to come up with so many conflictions??

DAMN IT and I MEAN GOD DAMN IT.

DAMN that this is the last year of SMKSP form 5 students and still there are conflictions.

Conflictions about friendship, this and that.

Anything~ Whatever~

So, now, just let nature take its course.

No hard feelings!

Just finish this last year and let's just get outta this school.


Hope this kinda things would end very soon. =] See ya all.
TTFN. Ta Ta For Now!

Sport Cars @ Perling Mall

Yesterday, I tink everyone knows it was Earth Day. 8.30pm to 9.30pm, all lights has to be switched off. Lol. I did my part. Since it was dark, I couldn't blog!

During that period of time, we went to see some sports cars at Perling Mall.
The sports cars there may not be so expensive but the way they modified the cars are just simply marvelous!

One of the cars i saw, had an large LCD Screen TV at the back seat! Imagine that!
We also got a chance to see some cars with NOS!! Well, it was my very 1st time seeing them, and found them pretty interesting!

My bro and cousin decided to have a survey to see which cars had installed the most stereo speakers in the boot. The recor was 18 speakers. Imagine the those 18 speakers were turned on to maximum volume and you are standing right in front of it. The feeling was totally different. Trust me!

The following are some pictures of the festival


Many speakers eh!

The nicest car in the festival. Have a wine and cup holder in the car!



If u wan anymore pictures, tell me. But, it may not be clear though.

Farmer and the Cow

A farmer was in a bar drinking and looking all depressed.

His friend asked him why he was looking depressed and he replied, "Some things you just can't explain. This morning I was outside milking. As soon as the bucket was full, the cow kicked it down with his left foot so I tied up his left foot to a pole.

I began to fill up the bucket again and he kicked it down with his right foot so I tired his right foot to a pole too.

As soon as I finished milking him again, he knocked down the bucket with his tail and I took off my belt and tied up his tail with my belt.

As I was tying up his tail, my pants dropped down, then my wife came out and well, trust me, some things your just can't explain!"

LOL. Friends. Think what did the farmer's wife thought he was doing??!

10 Things In Gold That Sound Dirty

1. Look at the size of his utter.
2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent.
3. You really whacked the hell out of that sucker.
4. After 18 holes, I can barely walk.
5. My hands are so sweaty, I can't get a good grip.
6. Lift your head and spread your legs.
7. You have a nice stroke, but you follow through leaves a lot to be desired.
8. Just turn your back and drop it.
9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls.
10. Damn, I missed the hole again.

Emo at 10.27pm

Today, game server crash liao.
Friends lost.
Nothing to do.
Not sad. Just emo-ing

Siang, Jason, Mei (Cui Ling)
Sydney has crashed at 10.25.53pm
No more games liao.

Today, did nothing much. But a lot homework to do.

Thats all. See ya. Emo-ing. ._____.

Quite Busy For The Week

Its been about a week since I last blogged.
Recently was quite busy over pre-tests and many more.
Been busy on:-
~Taekwondo
~Volleyball
~School homeworks

All that add up can kill you.
I know some people find volleyball are just a girlish game or whatever. If you don't think volleyball is nice then go away! Don't read the blog!
LOL.

Today, went jogging around the school. Quite tiring. But got no choice.
At school, I was busy with homeworks piling up and neglected you. Sorry, ney!
Promise you tomorrow i won't be so busy ler.
Serious.

That's all for today. Kinda not in the best of mood.

Tuesday = Dating!

Today is Tuesday. Zhu Yen and Eyra gathered at my house to hang out!
11am, we (Eyra,, Zhu Yen, Jason, Soh, Wan Thing, Elaine) sat Jason's car to Jusco Tebrau City. Couldn't get the tickets online so, we went early to buy tickets for the show 'Love Matters' (if i am not mistaken). Guess what, the show was for 18 years old and above, so lucky thing that Soh bought the tickets for us. LOL.


Next, we went to eat at Nando's Chicken. The chicken there was great or would i say fantastic. A pity thing is that i had ulcer in my mouth. What a suey time! Past caring the ulcer, I just ate happily as the chicken was extremely delicious. Each of the couples bought 1 set each. xD


After that, it was just the right time to watch the movie. Bought some popcorn and we went to watch it. The movie is extremely hilarious, and we found out later why was is said to be 18 years and above. It is because it had some sort of things which are not meant for 18years old and below. ~_~

After the show, we went to EAT again. This time at Stone Grill. LOL
The tomyam was nice. :)

We also took some pictures at the arcade where we are able to laminate it. It was quite a nice day. Maybe the last day that we went out for this year.

That's all. Tired now. See ya.

What I Did On Saturday Night

Omg. Finally, I have recovered from my injured thumb, which had made me unable to blog. =_=
Today, I am having a flash back on the past few days that what I have been doing.
Saturday night, I watched a few movies at 1 shot. at about 8pm, me and my bro watched High School Musical 3: Senior Year.

Although it was already outdated, I still loved it. One of the best movies!

The movie ended at 10pm. So, we switched to another movie, which is Slumdog Millionaire.
At 1st we thought it would be a damn funny show, as everyone in class was saying it is a good show.
So we watched.
The show was like full of crap and NOT FUNNY AT ALL. My 2nd bro started whining saying when the show is gonna end. I said, maybe the funny part is at the back, so, we kept no watching. Till the very end, I decided that this show is full of crap. Seriously! And i watched till 12 am in the morning, just to see whats so funny about the show! ZzZzZzZz. And to add to that, i got tuition the very next morning. =_=!!!

Suggest those who have been hearing that Slumdog is funny, don't watch because its obviously not! Damn.

Tagged by Shima!

Ooh, my god! Got tagged again. Only this time, the terms and conditions of the tag is different. o.O. You guys would be suprised when you see the 4th picture of my 4th folder in my picture folder. LOL.

So, there we go again... This is the Picture..

~This picture was taken when we were at Faeez's house during Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
~Most of us decided to hang out at his house.
~Boys were not in the picture because its GURL'S picture.
~There is a special person in the picture. ;D


Addictions such as:~
*Short Message Servicing with a girl
*Blogging(Sometimes)
*Play computer games(All the time)
*Drugs ;D

Those who were tagged by me:
$Pin Pin$
$Adrian$
$Nicholas$
$Filzah$

Haha. Done. Have Fun Tagging. ;D
;)
;P
X_X
^_^
o.O
$_$
>_~_~
>_>

Today TIRED!!

First of all, today was the last day of exam. Although said to be last day of exam, it was the most tired day ever. Oh my god. First it was Biology, the question are out of this world man. So damn freaking hard like hell type of question. =_=!!! Thanks lots ya SAB!!

Then, it was Mathematics. It was rather a smooth test~ But rather confusing. After recess, it was free period for me about 1 hour. Fantastically, forgotten to use that free period to take Accounts test! Darn! Then have to take Accounts test till 1.30pm. So tiring.

So, during the free period, keep read and read Accounts. So freaking scared, till shivering. Imagine that! Then during Est test, so many careless mistake. Guess why? Because my head's all about Accounts.

1 thing about account is that everyone would be so scared as they are unable to finish the question in time, if they are slow. Started Accounts at 12.35pm and ended at 1.35pm.

Then, was time to go home. I had to rush to my mum's car to get the pack lunch. Eat in the car. And get ready for tuition. How pathetic can it be. Eating in the car. Then, 2.30pm, Add Maths tuition. I was so totally half asleep in the class. After Add Math, time for Biology, it was fun while it lasted as the teacher knows how to keep us awake. LOL.

Till 6.45pm was the time where the tuition centre bell rang, indicating that it was the end of the tuition!

Rushed home to eat. Get into Tae uniform and time for Taekwondo. Taekwondo period, 8.00pm to 10.00pm. As it is, I am so tired already. God.

Now I am already extremely tired. Tired as in T I R E D Tired! At least tomorrow no school. Can sleep till late abit. LOL.

Okays. Thats all for today. Sleepy already. Byes all~

Jeng Jeng Jeng!

Tomorrrow is the start of the test liao.
And today still blogging. So freaky tired.
Lately, I don't know what happened to me. But i seemed so tired.
Anyone got any ways to make me feel energetic?
Please lend some tips to me as tomorrow is going to test liao.
Keep own yawning!!!
God Damn It.

Here's a schedule of tomorrow's test:
~Additional Mathematics(Simply huntam the paper =.=!!!)
~Bahasa Malaysia
~English
~Sejarah(The most stressed subject of the day!!)

Anyway, gotta go revise already. For the sake of my future, better start now. Procastinated for a week liao. Can't waste more time. Tatas

Congratulations!

First of all, congrats to Faeez who succeeded in losing some weight! I am very happy for you bro!
And I can see that you are very happy when you come school today! LOL.
Haha. You were like showing everyone how loosen your pants. (Fyi, I dont know if what PinPin said is true anot >_< But she makes sense). Joking joking. Anyway, you must continue ar! Dont give up!

Then, Siang, now that you are going to Science 2, your mood was go up not go down. When is the debate competition ar? Other than our school test? I wanna go see it! remember to tell me. Good luck in that!

LOL. During Sport's Day, suprisingly, the Green house manage to beat the Yellow house which had won the 1st place back to back for 7 years in a row. At least, in our final year, Green house achieved something that is to be proud of! Ren Hau and Brian, A job well done to both of you! HAHA

Very Sorry To A Person That Means A Lot To Me

Sorry that I didn't be a person that you wan me to be.
Sorry that I am always unable to make you happy.
Sorry that I have always make you to be sad with me.
Sorry that I until now I failed to change to how you wanted me to be.
Sorry that I am always so stressed about studies.
Sorry that I always make you worried about me.
Sorry that I couldn't make you happy no matter what I did.
Sorry that I can't do anything right.
Sorry that I ruined your mood to study.
Sorry that I am always such a sadist.
Sorry that I am always so unreasonable.
Sorry that I am always think about no one and only myself.

All I wanted to say is just very sorry. I really didn't wanna feel this way. But I couldn't stop myself from thinking it. As a result, you got so frustrated. I am sorry that it was me behind every little sadness that you have.

I know that I am just being emotional here. But I am now sad.
Sad for what I have failed to do.
Failed for what you expected me to be.

Maybe I just need sometime to think about why am I like that.
Maybe I am just like that.
Who knows.

I just wan you to be happy.
But that is the thing that i oftenly fail to give.

Only a few times, I can see your smile when your with me.

I am just sorry that I am being EMO right now. But thats how I really felt about myself.
I will promise to be better tomorrow. Good luck in your studies and smile always. And whatever I said above, its my fault. Never once did I blame you. Hoping you happy always.

<3 you always. Bye.

Global Warming

Lately, have you been feeling hot and experiencing hot weather, whereby you feel that your head is about to explode? This is because that the Earth temperature is rising very quickly due to global warming. If we do not control it now, it can get even worse. A very bad scenario that has happen is that the glaciers in Antartic and Artic is melting drastically causing sea level to rise.

Why does this happen? It is caused by the global warming. One of the utmost important cause is the mass deforestation that has been happening. People uses papers in their daily lives. Most of the times to keep important documents. As for us, teens, we keep school notes. Anyway, coming back to the topic, small time researcher, Dr. E.T. has found out that when schools are having exams, deforestation increases massively during this period. Why? Count it yourself! Each time, exam periods, 1 school need to use how many hundreds of thousands of papers perday for every student. NOT to say that how many schools there are in the world??!?!

Lately, I recieved messages saying that we should not have exams to save Mother Earth. Do you agree to this?

Anyway, the message goes like this,

It takes 15 trees to produce the amount of paper that we use in one exam.
Join us to save trees.
"SAY NO TO EXAMS"

And there was this particular person who said, boycott China for inventing exams in the first place, that now is causing our trees to die. :)

So, let's all together "SAY NO TO EXAMS'
AS EXAM IS EQUIVALENT TO STRESS AND PRESSURE!!



Reported by,
Dr. E.T.






LOL. JOKES. =.=!!!

Today is Saturday

HAHA. LMAO. ROFL. LMFAO! I have done doing all my work. Finally! Whole morning been doing it already. SO MANY! Since 7 am till now 1:19pm. Cool Right?
All the homeworks. Special thanks to the one and only:
MR. Lai.

Haha. Later, got dinner. Makan makan makan. My cousin's open house. At least can relax abit already. Now, after doing my homework. Feeling so sleepy.
Can anyone help me stay awake? :P
What do you guys do during the weekends?
I only tuition and more tuition. =_=

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Guys and Girls, (Pin, Wei Wei, Dardar)

Are we still going to City Square during Sport's Day de ma?
I wanna buy some novels and CD.
Please bincang and tell me hor. And call more people go!

Tomorrow is Saturday!

Finally! A holiday rest day for me. Which is tomorrow! No school! Can sleep late. So happy. Before this always wake up 6 am. 7 days a week. Tiring sia! Finally can sleep all i want! But, oh god, MR. ANGEL aka MR. LAI!! He so good sia. Give us so little homework!! Thank You Teacher!!! Love you so much sia!! So little homework. Accounts finally done!! So happy. Been doing it the whole week. LOL. Siaenz!! Been the whole week i haven't updated blog liao. Today rajinkan abit only.

BTW, Faeez! What war!! I also wanna see leh. So shiok de. O.o

Wei Wei, you so zhuai!!!! Put so many pictures of me!!! ARgh!!! Me wantan liao lar. See lar now. =_= Some more wan me belanja you har.

Oh Great!

Oh great! Test is around the corner. All stress will arise sooner or later. God. Help me. Oh my god. Scared getting bad results again. Anyway, today is kinda quite a moody day for me. Got no wish to study. Well, to me, everything is like so negative today. Don't know why. Haiz. At school, really haiz. Let's not talk about homeworks again yea. = =

"Nice" Sunday

Today is Sunday. Supposingly Sunday is a day of relaxation but i got 6 hours of god damn tuition. LOL 1st was Accounts. So many homework. Trying to do but its gonna take a long time. NO MORE PROCASTINATION. So, I gotta force myself to do work beginning tonight. If not, i will die of it! Darn it. Then it was BM tuition class. LOL. I was like day dreaming the whole time. Thinking whether should i sleep anot. In the end, i decided to be half awake. It was really tiring. Chemist was quite fun. Teacher likes to make jokes that makes us all laugh. (Although the way he shouts freaks me) But quite fun lar.

Then later, my cousin is going to Chingay at JB. I am sure they all gonna have lotsa fun. I did not go. Can anyone give me and answer to this question: Why didn't I go to Chingay?

The answer would be quite easy. Guess be4 you start scrolling down!















BECAUSE OF HOMEWORK. Duh!!!! Ain't it obvious!

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Plaza Pelangi's Popular Book Centre got no David Archuleta's album. =_= Regretted that i didn't buy it yesterday at CS. Kns. Haha.

Oh, ya! Faeez, do i have the rights to read Twilight?!?! :P Coz the other time i got scolded by u when i say i wanna read Twilight. T_T. LMAO.

My blog ends here. Gotta go shower. See ya all!


p/s About staying away from procastination, its only for this week. ;)

Whether I am Wrong or Being Misuderstood?

Siang, this post is mainly about what did i do at Faeez house. Well, so here we go.

On that day we went to faeez house, I got excited coz he got a xbox 360, so I got really in the mood to play. Agreeing that it was my fault, coz I keep pestering Faeez about the xbox. Maybe, little too much coz I little jakun 1st time playing mar. So that I know my mistake lar.

After that, you said i passed sarcastic remarks about his room, But anyway, I don't think I did. Why?
Coz I envy Faeez. His room, although small, but so cozy and got lotsa things. Seriously, I got no intention of saying that his room is small in a negative manner. His room is rather unique if you ask me, coz well, its nice having your own cozy room having all the technologies in it. Agree right. His room was a truly nice room! Damn it! Got so many interesting things!

Then, about the game parts, well, you said I snatched the controller to you. That part I don't quite remember well, but I think I just said it for the fun. I dont remember from snatching the controller for you. Anyway, maybe there are still some changes that are still not enough.

BUT I AM TRYING ALREADY :)
NO HARD FEELINGS.
JUST TELLING YOU WHAT WAS MY INTENTION ONLY AR!

Sweet Sweet Valentine's Day

Eyra hand-made it herself! So sweet...
Thanks for eveything you have done for me... Wo ai ni!

Today, was just a very special and meaningful day for me. 1st was early in the morning, I got gifts from a special someone. She had hand-made those gifts herself. I was very touched. I bought her a bouquet of Ferreros. She was equally suprised as I am.

Although the day seemed so perfect, suddenly, Eyra cried and well, everyone was like panicking. She broke a glass bottle, and like thinking she was getting all the bad luck. Breaking bottles dont symbolize anything only BREAKING MIRRORS. So, everyone tried their very best to cheer her up, as today is Valentine's. Don't ask about me. I did nothing :(

Soon, the 2nd thing is that, friendship problems are all solved. I am really happy, that you, Siang, has finally calmed down. Yes, we still remain as friends (: Anyway, we started to give out Valentine's Day gifts to the whole school. Well, it was a fun and enjoyable day in school.

School ended, and a group of us are planned to go CS and have some Valentine's fun. We went to Sizzling Stone Grill. The tomyam there was nice but too little (as you all know, i eat alot XD). I kept complaining NOT ENOUGH!!!! LMAO. Then we went around walking and some of us gotta go back early. Although the day seemed to pass so fast, I really enjoyed Valentine's year. AT LEAST, was better then last year. Zzzzz. Last year was just truly a sad Valentine's!

Specially For Siang

I try to understand what have you been through. Both of us are at mistakes. Anyway, i forgive you as you are still considered one of my best friends. Its a pity to end our years of friendship like that. Do you agree? I just hope you would cheer up again and well, I hope you would treat me as before. Guessing that you still have problems, I should give you time to calm down and settle it. Everyone really hopes you would be a happy Siang again. Don't just stress cause you entered Sn1. Sn1 is nothing but a name. We still treat you as a 'Siang' from last year. By the way, that apology really helped me felt better. Its cause that i am very vexed over this issue already. All of us are. Just that we hope you will be better. Any problems, you may come and find me. As a friend, i would help u. (:

p/s forgive and forget is what we do in friendships. Don't bear grudges.

Tiring and Worrying Day..

After blogging about the tags, its time for me to story tell about what happened today. Let's see.

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Well. Something MAJOR happened. Eyra got injured during PJ. And as you guys know who is Eyra to me right.. They played Bola Baling. Thats not so bad yet. I believed our class boy wouldn't play so rough towards girls. But there was a typical boy who got to passionated into the game and started playing it hard. =_= Too hard rather until he injured Eyra. What The F***! Boy injure Girl? That got me damn freaking pissed with him + worrying about Eyra. Got hit hard and was like couldn't even walk straight. So damn worried! During Biology class, her face looks listless and wasn't able to talk. Luckily, I got her friends to help her during the rest of the schooling day, and during Physics tuition. Thanks Lots, Friends!

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Faeez Faeez, Do you need my help to introduce HER to you? So you won't go sweating like today again. I was kinda suprised seeing you perspiring like mad today. :P. LOL. 1 thing that puzzles me is that how come you get the shivers whenever you see her. Haha. Anyway, you are a good and funny friend Faeez. Remember call me if you got go jogging eh!

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Back to sad story. Well, So many things has happened in class. C'mon lar guys. Last year already, why so many problems have to arise during the last year in school? I so totally agree with Faeez. Why can't we just have fun as the last year in this school. Better then everyday cold wars here and there. I prefer during Form 3 and Form 4 where everyone had so much fun rather then keep having conflicts in class. Haiz.

I got TAGGED!

Me, Tong kena tagged by my mei. So, I have to continue the chain or I will get struck by lightning ( but trying to believe that that won't happen to me >_<) LOL. I have to list out 16 things randomly about myself. Huh. Anyway, here goes nothing. I :-

1) am currently watching TV.
2) had not done Accounts homework and its gonna be Accounts tuition in two days!
3) always SMS some one special.
4) am always getting flu coz of nose sensitiveness.
5) am gonna have a happy Valentine's!!
6) got a scar on my hand. Ask me for more Info. :D
7) am currently blogging now at 9:29pm. :)
8) have used my phone for 3 years.
9) enjoy watching CSI.
10) I spent 25 minutes writing this post.
11) got nothing to much to say about myself.
12) am trying to change myself to be a better person.
12) found a dog by a road side.
13) signed up for DIGI Super Sms package. ROFL!
14) enjoys old English songs as well as new.
15) find 'Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade' quite meaningful.
16) crapped alot from 1 to 15, dont't I? HAHA

So, now i have done my part. You should start doing yours! After writing 16 things about yourself. Start tagging the rest of people in the minimum of 5 persons! Enjoy tagging.

See yas!

p/s. you are not to tag me back for something might happen!!

So Heart-Aching

Just think for a friend, who has been friends with you like almost 3 years. And suddenly everything gone up in smoke. He decided to give up the friendship. Its just so HEART-ACHING. You'll get what i mean when it really happens to you. You try your best to change, but still not enough. Trying to change but no one is there to point out your mistakes. Maybe, i am IMMATURE. But friendships all about being mature and immature? Trying to change liao. I know i always sorta like mementingkan diri sendiri. But trying to change. TRYING TO CHANGE. Tell me who can change their characters just overnight? You sure need sometimes right? I still remember this, a person told me ' we will give you time to change, maybe 1 year 1 month 1 week 1 day'. As long as you try to change. Anyway, I really puzzled what has overcomed you. But i am trying my very best to change already. I just refuse to give up this relationship which i took so long to build. Haiz.

Why So Many Conflicts? SADDENING

Todays like normal days, only that there are so many conflicts/ misuderstandings.
Haiz. Why can't be like old times where everyone was happy.
You guys may not wanna be friends anymore, but what can i do?
I tried to change, i apologised. But you are still mad at me. Giving me a cold shoulder. I tried to solve this, but you guys dont wanna. Then you said mood swings, but from what I can see, you treat the rest so much better then how you treat me. Why must have to be that way? Can't it be like old times? So much i tried to change, you still think its not enough. I don't really get it, but i wanna clear this up.


To a certain someone(If you read this, you know its you):

Even if you don't like me, do you have put on sarcastic marks on me?
Even if you don't like me, you should just tell me straight forwardly, i just wanna know why.
Do you need to hurt my feelings?
If you think i am a torn in your flesh, just tell me straight on.
Ignoring me everyday is going no where.
I really dont like misunderstandings. I just wanna clear it up. But haiz.
All i want is just to keep friends. Its just that simple.

Today Sucks 11 Feb

Today SUCKS. Everyone is kinda moody today. I dont know why. Kok Yuan in Physics lab doing our PEKA, non-stop VULGARITIES. Everyone was rather down.

Siang, hope you cheer up soon, my friend! I don't know why nowadays you seemed to give me the cold shoulder. And obviously you treat Faeez all so differently. How i wish the old days would come back.

Anyway, chemistry, I dont give a damn! So hard! My tuition wasnt even reaching there yet, and darn it. all subject in school is going so fast and yet tuition slow! Oh my god! Homework, like mountains man. accounts, not done yet. So many questions. My god!

Btw, Faeez, I guess you know I'm new right! So, I use ur blog as reference. LOL. But not stealing any ideas. No worries.

1st Day Blogging

Hi guys i am new. My first day and i kinda getting the rope on this blogging. Give me the detailed and specified meaning of BLOGGING? Anyone? T_T Desperate here. LMAO